My first life testimony

I made my first life testimony recently before a group of bloggers.

It was totally unplanned.

Judah Paolo, who has hosting the Becca Music bloggers conference called my name to share how I started my blog and what it is all about.

You see, I cannot talk about my blog without talking about how it came to be as it is today.

I need to tell people that I started blogging about beauty and fashion but I shifted to talking about faith and inspiration as a response to God’s call.

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I started this blog last December 2010.

After several days of asking God how I should name my blog, mannaforjenny came to me on a dream. I woke up remembering the name and I dutifully created my personal space in tumblr. At first, I was contented posting about beauty and fashion. I got invited to several lifestyle events which I found entertaining, a breather from my routine of gathering news. But six months into blogging, I felt that there is something more that I could do. There was something more that I wanted to do. So in one of my quiet times with God, I adamantly asked “Lord, what do you want me to do for you?” and His answer was “I want them to know me.”**

 I felt my heart beat faster and tears streamed down my cheeks because I heard from God.** I knew right at that moment that I’m going to steer this blog into a new direction. I also knew in my heart that I would do what the Lord asked of me and I am sure that He will equip me and He will provide me with all that is necessary to carry out His will.

 

From ‘Confessions of a Practical Fashionista’, this blog now stands on the title ‘Live a Positive Life. Influence Others’.

 


…and it is my goal to spread God’s love through social media.


*My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand. John 10:27 (NIV)

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Today, I mark my 10th year as a Journalist.

I have so much to thank God for not only because He brought me into the job that I have always dreamed of but because He gave me people who helped me grow as a person and experiences that also shaped my being in the last 10 years.

I did not land this job instantly. I cried a handful of tears and experienced frustration before I finally got in. But looking back, I realized God’s purpose. God always has a perfect timing. When He told me to ‘wait’- He really meant it for my good.

In the last 10 years, I made a lot of new friends, traveled across the country and abroad, gained a lot of useful information and improved my relationship with God. 

My heart and soul will always be thankful to our creator for loving me and giving me a chance to live a dream.

 

Today, I mark my 10th year as a Journalist.

I have so much to thank God for not only because He brought me into the job that I have always dreamed of but because He gave me people who helped me grow as a person and experiences that also shaped my being in the last 10 years.

I did not land this job instantly. I cried a handful of tears and experienced frustration before I finally got in. But looking back, I realized God’s purpose. God always has a perfect timing. When He told me to ‘wait’- He really meant it for my good.

In the last 10 years, I made a lot of new friends, traveled across the country and abroad, gained a lot of useful information and improved my relationship with God. 

My heart and soul will always be thankful to our creator for loving me and giving me a chance to live a dream.

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Living a victorious life even with one leg


Rommel Cruz shows his decorated prosthesis after an inspirational talk at the Philippine General Hospital (PGH) in a ceremony welcoming the visit of Rotary International president Kalyan Banerjee to the PGH prosthetic laboratory in December in 2010. (Photo by Linus Escandor)

At first glance, you will not notice that he bears an artificial leg.

Despite what many may call disability, Rommel Cruz, 38, walks with pride without a trace of discomfort and with an air of humility in himself. Armed with a strong faith and devotion to God, Cruz has turned his condition into an inspirational tool not only to patients who are about to be amputated but also to others who think losing a limb is the end of it all.

It all began on that fateful day of July 16, 1990 when an earthquake badly hit Baguio City that toppled several buildings in one of the country’s premiere summer destinations. 

The quake almost reduced the city to rubble leaving Cruz, then 19, half-buried in broken pieces of the large chimney of the house in front of his dwelling place. Cruz was then working as a private nurse having finished one-year of care giving education. The chimney hit the young Cruz badly and he had to be airlifted in order for him to receive immediate medical treatment.  

Cruz was sent to the hospital for two months but the isolation not only resulted to temporary bouts of loneliness but also boredom to the young Cruz. Little did he know that the experience would leave deeper scars that would initially bear difficulties but would make him a source of inspiration for many patients more than a decade later.

After his treatment, Cruz pursued nursing beginning in 1996 eventually finishing school and becoming a full-fledged nurse later on. He worked in several local hospitals before he finally left the country in 2001 to work in Japan until 2005. “But I had to go back in 2005 because I was diagnosed with Chronic osteomyelitis,” he said.

Chronic osteomyelitis is an infection of the bone and the bone marrow.

Again, Cruz did not let the setback deter him from driving towards his chosen craft.

Despite suffering from frequent episodes of fever, he still worked passionately as an operating room technician at the Medical Center Manila (MCM) from 2006 up to April of 2010.

 “I ask prescription from doctors. I inject Paracetamol. The doctors in my work place didn’t know that I suffer from fever every so often. I didn’t tell them earlier because they don’t know my situation yet. I felt that it’s hard to explain to them,” Cruz related.

“Sometimes, I don’t go to work for two days then I go back and after three to five days, I am absent again because of fever.”

It was in November 2007 when Cruz consulted Dr. Rafael Recto of MCM who told him that he needed amputation as his leg cannot be saved anymore.

Cruz was then referred to Dr. Rafael Bundoc, a spine surgery expert at the Philippine General Hospital (PGH) who also attends to amputees of PGH prosthesis laboratory.

The PGH prosthesis laboratory boasts of the state-of-the-art machines in manufacturing artificial legs that is graciously sponsored by Physicians for Peace. The laboratory includes a Walking Assistance and Learning Key Unit (WALK), a rehabilitation room housing the P600, 000 treadmill-like equipment that helps new amputees to use their prosthesis.

Cruz had his right leg amputated on May 19, 2008. He went to rehabilitation three days later and in November 2008, he received his first prosthesis or artificial leg from the prosthesis laboratory.

“Two months after surgery, I started feeling sad. I stayed at home all the time,” he said.

But a few months after that, Cruz was back on track and is better than ever. There was no issue of regret for this amputee.

Cruz relates that he did not experience any discrimination at work. In fact, when he was certified as fit to work by Dr. Recto, nobody made an issue out of his amputation. It was work as usual.

“In fact, I was much better after the amputation. I no longer suffer from fever and I no longer need intramuscular injection of Paracetamol.”

 “I even do snorkeling, swimming, mounting climbing, diving in Anilao, Pangasinan, badminton and long drives using manual sticks,” Cruz proudly beamed.

Cruz will soon return for Dubai where he works as an operating room nurse in a private health facility.

He has made it his personal crusade to counsel would-be amputees to keep the faith and continue living their dreams.

“The patients compliment me on how I walk. They said it is as if I’m not wearing prosthesis,” he said.

A smile formed on Cruz’ face as he related how he spreads the ideas of hope and courage among the patients.

“I tell them that losing a limb is not the end of life. I encourage them to keep doing what they loved doing before the amputation. It is their love for life that will keep them hopeful.”

I have been through a lot lately.

Instead of feeling sour, I chose to remember the lessons and appreciate how much I have grown in the past few months.

I realized that in life, we will encounter conflicts and hardships that would either make us grow as a person or make us bitter and inconsolable for a long time. It’s all a matter of choice. 
Pastor and author Joyce Meyer said we could either be strong or weak, we cannot be both. 
I chose to be strong and I chose to remember the lessons as well.
You’ve heard all these lessons in the past. But living in a complicated world, we all need to be reminded that life is about relationships. That no matter where we go, people will be there and as Joyce Meyer stresses, we could never learn to love in isolation. We need to deal with frustrating, imperfect people in order for us to grow.
Here are the lessons I wish to share with you so you could deal with people in a better way:
1. Take time to cheer people up. By doing so, you also make your day a better one.
2. Sincerely compliment people
3. Take time to listen to people’s concerns
4. Give people the benefit of the doubt but don’t let anyone trample on your feelings
5. Forgive people no matter how hard it is, no matter how long it takes
6. Love people just as you love yourself
7. Take time to learn and understand where people are coming from. It will help you understand why they act that way.
8. God will prune some people away from your life to give way to more blessings and new friendships.
9. It is better to avoid conflict than to avoid important relationships.
10. Pray for the people you love and for the people who hurt you. You don’t want to miss the tremendous amount of peace that you will receive when you pray for those who hurt you.

I have been through a lot lately.

Instead of feeling sour, I chose to remember the lessons and appreciate how much I have grown in the past few months.

I realized that in life, we will encounter conflicts and hardships that would either make us grow as a person or make us bitter and inconsolable for a long time. It’s all a matter of choice. 

Pastor and author Joyce Meyer said we could either be strong or weak, we cannot be both. 

I chose to be strong and I chose to remember the lessons as well.

You’ve heard all these lessons in the past. But living in a complicated world, we all need to be reminded that life is about relationships. That no matter where we go, people will be there and as Joyce Meyer stresses, we could never learn to love in isolation. We need to deal with frustrating, imperfect people in order for us to grow.

Here are the lessons I wish to share with you so you could deal with people in a better way:

1. Take time to cheer people up. By doing so, you also make your day a better one.

2. Sincerely compliment people

3. Take time to listen to people’s concerns

4. Give people the benefit of the doubt but don’t let anyone trample on your feelings

5. Forgive people no matter how hard it is, no matter how long it takes

6. Love people just as you love yourself

7. Take time to learn and understand where people are coming from. It will help you understand why they act that way.

8. God will prune some people away from your life to give way to more blessings and new friendships.

9. It is better to avoid conflict than to avoid important relationships.

10. Pray for the people you love and for the people who hurt you. You don’t want to miss the tremendous amount of peace that you will receive when you pray for those who hurt you.

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Blogging is my ministry

 

Blogging is a calling from the Lord.

Since blogs are popular right now and many young people read online to find answers to their questions—from simple issues to the most complicated stuff in their lives—bloggers are really in an important position of influence.

At first I didn’t realize that blogging could be this influential (I thought they were just random posts no one would read). But later on, I realized that blogging in itself is a ministry and God can use stories and that little blog of yours to inspire and change lives.

I started blogging back in college when I was inspired by a friend who writes so well. I started writing about random stuff, things that happen to me every day, what I learn as I walk with the Lord. I also began to write little notes on Facebook.

At first I only intended to write for fun and to inspire just a bit. But after a while, when the notes got good responses from friends, I began to understand the significance of these little testimonies. At that point, I knew that God was calling me to write and share His story. I was hesitant at first because I knew I would have to be honest and vulnerable if I were to share about His strength and power in my life. I would have to tell the world about my weakness. But He has been so good to me and I have no reason to keep quiet. I got to write and tell the world how He’s been faithful in my life. So I started the blog with no technical know-hows, totally new to the real blogging world. :D


Cathy Canaceli, author or Periwinkle Confessions

The best thing about faith blogging is the thought that God can use an ordinary person to encourage others, that He can use your story to inspire others to keep the faith and trust Him.  It’s humbling to know that the troubles and pains I’ve been through in the past are being used by the Lord to comfort other people today.

 Blogging has also helped me grow in the faith in a lot of ways. In a year, God has brought into light things I need to change. I learned to be grateful, content, joyful for the things I have in my life. And He has enriched the desire  in my heart to draw closer to Him. ;)

 Did I ever plan to advance God’s word? I think yeah. I did plan to write about Jesus intentionally, with the motive of spreading the gospel and to make Him known. It has always a burden in my heart to let people know about Christ, that there is Someone who wants to give them life. It is my joy sharing that we all have life in Him. :D

Before I even started my blog, Periwinkle Confessions, I’ve always dreamed of starting a magazine. Right now, I’m currently dreaming and praying about an E-mag version of Periwinkle Confessions (which will look a lot like a girly Christian mag). It has always been in heart to share the love of Jesus to girls and young ladies. :D


My advice to the public is to never stop seeking and following God. Never stop drawing near and desiring His heart. My favorite illustration is Esther when He sought the heart of the king more than his power. Never forget that He your First Love and forever will be your First Love.

 

Cathy with her churchmates

***Cathy Canaceli is a freelance graphics designer and a youth leader in church. Her lifeverse can be found in Genesis 15:28 “I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.”

I rarely google my name except when I’m looking for a previous news article that could serve as reference for the one I’m currently working on. 

This is why I was pleasantly surprised to see my name in a blog entry made by blogger Jenn Valmonte in the 2011 Blogger Fiesta Manila. Valmonte did a wonderful job summarizing the inputs she gathered from the event where I encouraged participants on writing for what they truly love.

Here is what Valmonte has to say about my talk:

“Jenny Manongdo. Of all the topics, hers was the lightest as she talks about “The Joys and Rewards of Blogging.” Though the topic was light, it was also the one nearest to the heart. Jenny stressed the fact that we all should be proud of us being bloggers because it is an extension of ourselves. She also shared a very wonderful quote, “The future belongs to the communicators.” (that’s from the book “You, Inc.” by Henry Beckwith and Christine Clifford Beckwith)”

Thanks Jenn. It was an honor and a privilege to inspire you guys. 0_0

Live a positive life. Influence others. 

Some outtakes from the event:

Participants of the Blogger Manila fiesta pose for a souvenir photo after the event

Posing for a photo with blogger and event organizer Azrael Coladilla

To see my blog entry about the event click here

A new smile

TeamMFJ features the story of 26-year old Rojan J. Pajarin who was born with a physical deformity but with a hopeful heart. With the unending support of his mother, Rojan persevered to live the normal life he has now. Today, Rojan shares his hope to other individuals born with the same condition.

In my childhood, being a cleft is no big deal for me. I did not care whenever people tease me or whenever someone imitated the way I speak. This is because I was an only child. And like other children, I was unaffected and did what I want. I felt the support of my family and other people in our barangays – they believe in me.

 Unexpected changes happened in my teenage years. Each day was a challenge as if I was living a world full of strangers. I was unsure of who to be with and uncertain of who to trust. Most of those I met would surely tease me. I remember being called an idiot. Comments like that made me suffer and made it hard for me to connect to people. There were times when I felt down and I wondered how to rebuild my self-esteem. I knew that there are people who would support me but I sometimes doubted this.

 But I continued to hope and believed that everything would be okay if I finish my studies. I finished my studies but I was unprepared for a bigger and more competitive world. I received a lot of rejections when I was applying for a job. One day, I felt lost and almost became convinced that this world is not for me. I was down with self-pity. I decided to go back to my hometown and become a fisherman like my father.

On my trip back to our province, I was dreaming for a group which could support and guide people like me – cleft and those with speech disability. I saw a cleft mission streamer in one of the hospitals in Daet and wondered if my cleft palate could still be repaired. Upon reaching home, my mother convinced me to inquire on that free cleft surgery. At first, I was hesitant but when the doctor explained to us who they are and what they do, I felt enlightened. I knew it was the answer to my yearning for a group who would heal me.

 

Rojan previously had surgery for his cleft lip but needed Palatoplasty, a surgical procedure for the repair of the palate, the roof of the mouth.

I was sent to a hospital with complete facilities necessary for my operation. I received the operation at the Our Lady of Peace Hospital in Paranaque City through the help of Noordhoff Craniofacial Foundation Philippines, Inc. (NCFPI). I also underwent speech therapy after the operation. Smile Train funded the surgery expenses.

 

For three years now, I have been employed as a patient care staff in NCFPI. I am continually amazed at how positive parents are despite the condition of their children. I think they are more positive than I am.

 

My views in life gradually changed. My fears were erased as time went by. I went back to Manila wanting only the operation but I realized that I was given more than what I wanted.

 

Today, I make it a point to encourage other patients and share my experiences with them especially to children who have the same condition I had.  

Rojan - after his palatoplasty

Rojan at work


Rojan with wife and son

The ‘maleta’ story

Freelance journalist Cher Jimenez relates her interesting story of God’s blessings through her ‘maleta’ (luggage).

In 2002, I got my much-awaited return to Dubai via the Truth Awards of the Institute on Church and Social Issues of the Ateneo de Manila University. It was an answered prayer for me since I left the UAE in 2000 with quite a heavy heart. I knew in my heart that the Lord would send me back there to see some old friends and my family.

I bought a new ‘maleta’ when I returned to Dubai. When I came home in November of that year, I refused to put the maleta aside and prayed that God would bless my entry to the AIDS Media Awards of the AIDS Society of the Philippines. I claimed in Jesus’ name that I would bag the first prize and get to travel to Bangkok.

I got what I prayed for. I loved Bangkok so much that I again prayed to go back there. About two years later, I received an invitation from the Inter Press Service to be one of seven Asian journalists to cover the 15th Global AIDS Conference in Bangkok.

I was there for 10 days reporting for the IPS and Today. It was also my first time to cover an international event together with journalists from every part of the globe. My first time too, to be alone outside the Philippines.

February of 2007, I flew to Bangkok for the third time for a training sponsored by the UNDP. When I came home, I again decided not to touch my ‘maleta’ and claimed that God would give me the Yuchengco fellowship that would allow me to spend four months in San Francisco. Before the Bangkok travel, I bought a new and a bigger luggage in anticipation of the US trip.

I’m now in San Francisco and having a time of my life.

There’s nothing mystical about the ‘maleta’ or that I pray harder, neither God has favoritism.

I realize that the Lord does not withhold anything good from His children. Sometimes, we don’t ask what our hearts desire because we think it’s too much for God to do but we must remember that these are lies from the pit of hell. The Word says we have not because we ask not—-the Lord’s hand is never too short to bless, a fact that we sometimes fail to believe.

It’s amazing what God can do to change one’s life. I was just a plain, old girl whose rebellious life was rescued by the blood of the Lamb. I am where I am today not because I’m good at what I’m doing but because my Father in heaven delights in giving me good gifts.

My next prayer——to have my own family.



P.S. I wrote this in 2007 in San Francisco. I’m now married to a loving and God-fearing husband and waiting to fly back to Australia to join him.

I guess I’ll be needing more ‘maletas’ for myself, my husband, and our kids:)
 

 

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.“ Romans 8:28 New International Version (NIV)
  
 One of the important things I learned this week is that we need to be with people in order to learn how to love. 
We cannot learn to love in isolation. 
We have to learn how to deal with all kinds of people - frustrating, complaining, competitive, judgmental, ungrateful, self-righteous, imperfect people. 
Of course, there are people who make every minute worthwhile. These are the ones who radiate positive vibes: loving, caring, reasonable, kind, understanding and inspiring. 
 
We cannot avoid getting hurt. 
I heard one pastor say that if we are going to have ourselves involved with people, we might as well sign a contract that says we are going to get hurt at least once in the course of the relationship. This applies not only in romantic relationships but in all kinds of relationships. People fail us sometimes. This is just how people are, imperfect. 
 
I do feel sour sometimes. Hurt and depressed. But I always give up such feelings to God. 
…and He always succeeds in making me feel worthy and loved. 
 
“Be still, and know that I am God…”  Psalm 46:10

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.“ Romans 8:28 New International Version (NIV)

 
 

 One of the important things I learned this week is that we need to be with people in order to learn how to love.

We cannot learn to love in isolation.

We have to learn how to deal with all kinds of people - frustrating, complaining, competitive, judgmental, ungrateful, self-righteous, imperfect people.

Of course, there are people who make every minute worthwhile. These are the ones who radiate positive vibes: loving, caring, reasonable, kind, understanding and inspiring.

 

We cannot avoid getting hurt.

I heard one pastor say that if we are going to have ourselves involved with people, we might as well sign a contract that says we are going to get hurt at least once in the course of the relationship. This applies not only in romantic relationships but in all kinds of relationships. People fail us sometimes. This is just how people are, imperfect.

 

I do feel sour sometimes. Hurt and depressed. But I always give up such feelings to God. 

…and He always succeeds in making me feel worthy and loved.

 

“Be still, and know that I am God…”  Psalm 46:10

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